
Welcome to Awesome Books Week on my blog, where I am celebrating THREE (3!) contemporary, realistic YA novels I’ve recently loved by featuring an interview with each of their authors and hosting a giveaway of their books on my blog. That’s right! It is not enough to just post an interview. I want to give you a chance to OWN these stories because I don’t think your library is complete without them.
Want to know how you can win The Sky Always Hears Me and the Hills Don’t Mind (Kirstin Cronn-Mills), Harmonic Feedback (Tara Kelly) AND The Lighter Side of Life and Death (C.K. Kelly Martin)? Find out at the bottom of this interview with CK Kelly Martin!
I’ve been lucky enough to have C.K. Kelly Martin stop by my blog for interviews twice before. The first time was when I Know It’s Over was released and the second, when One Lonely Degree hit shelves. I’m absolutely thrilled to have her back a third time to wind up Awesome Books Week by spotlighting her latest release, The Lighter Side of Life and Death.

LOVE that cover!
The Lighter Side of Life and Death is about a sixteen-year-old boy named Mason. He and his best friend, Kat, have sex after a party (first time for both of them) and it’s undeniably awesome… in the moment.
After, Mason, who has long crushed on Kat, wants to take it to the next level. Kat–when she can look Mason in the eye–is adamant about not jeopardizing their friendship. Too bad having sex with your best friend isn’t exactly a moment you can go back from! The only thing Mason can do is wave goodbye to the relationship they might’ve had and watch what’s left of the one they do have deteroriate and deal with the fall out. To make matters worse, he has to contend with a whole new family dynamic: his dad’s fiance has moved in with her cranky 13-year-old daughter and adorable handful of a six-year-old. And a PSYCHO CAT. A distraction is definitely in order.
Luckily (?), distraction comes in the form of Colette, a twenty-three year old woman, and the chemistry between her and Mason is undeniable…
I loved this book. I love all of C.K.’s books. They are so important, I feel everyone should read them. EVERYONE! She touches on so many emotional truths, I feel safe in making the assumption that there’s something in her books all people of the planet earth need and can connect with. She has such respect for her readers and characters. Anyone who wants to write YA definitely needs to read CK’s stuff before they even ATTEMPT it. She is one of the most realistic writers on the scene right now. Nothing is sensationalized, but everything is beautiful and honest and raw, relateable and wonderful. As with all of her books, The Lighter Side of Life and Death is chock full of her trademark honesty and intelligence. This is an absorbing read and you need it in your life. Read my full review here.
(Also: no one ask me what my favourite C.K. Kelly Martin book is or I will just curl up in a ball and cry because I won’t be able to pick and the idea of being forced to choose is very upsetting. I guess if you HATE ME, you could ask, but.)
And now, presenting…
Congratulations on the release of The Lighter Side of Life and Death. This is your THIRD published novel, which is awesome. What’s it like having three books out there? Do you think you’re getting used to it on some level, or are there always new ways to be surprised?
Thank you! It’s weird because I get so obsessed with writing the books but once they’re out in public for awhile they begin to feel distant from me. Maybe because I’m very much an introvert and not into the idea of doing readings and stuff (I would seriously rather to go to the dentist than ever have a launch party!) the whole publishing thing still doesn’t seem very real to me. So I don’t think I’ve gotten used to it but I have realized that I need to keep the idea of being a writer away from my writing, otherwise I just don’t feel like writing, it becomes a negative thing. So, yeah, it’s strange, it’s like I don’t actually know that I have three books out.
That is seriously a fantastic answer. What I love most about all of your novels (I Know It’s Over, One Lonely Degree, The Lighter Side of Life and Death) is that they are all resoundingly sex and girl-positive. From your blog and knowing you alone, it’s clear these topics are very important to you. What are some stale stereotypes relating to this topic that you’d be happy NEVER to see in young adult fiction again?
I’m very happy to hear this because it’s important to me to be girl-positive–and also boy-positive. We’ve internalized some really negative and restrictive messages about gender in this culture. Even as gender expectations are lifting, there’s a heavy backlash–a desire to push people back into boxes. There’s an unrelenting sexualization of girls and women by popular media and advertising which limits them as people, unhealthy ideas of what it is to be male–that you have to be unemotional, dominant, aggressive–and ridiculous double standards in what society’s expectations of people are.
One of the things I have a problem with in some YA fiction, and in our culture generally, is that it’s considered normal (or at least not a big issue) for a teenage guy to have sex or want to but girls are expected to treat it more gravely and wait for love and/or a serious relationship, otherwise the sex often takes on some cautionary tale aspects. I had a review for One Lonely Degree where the reviewer wrote, “Relationships and romance form a large part of the book’s plot as Finn seems to fall in love with one person after another.” But I thought it was pretty clear that most of that was lust and not love and that at fifteen (and single) there’s nothing wrong with a girl lusting after various people–not even necessarily wanting to sleep with those people in reality but enjoying fantasizing about it. Girls have sexual appetites too; they’re not just romantics.
Another thing I really take issue with is a dynamic that sometimes appears in books with a strong romantic element. Basically it’s when a male character is continually openly hostile to the main female character (sometimes to the point where she fears for safety–or would if she were smart) and this disdain and disrespect the male character shows for the female character is presented as being sexy because the male character is supposed to be hot. It’s pretty disingenuous because if the male character shows contempt for the female main character and wants her anyway in reality that’s not a dynamic that would lead to some great romance; it’s more like a dynamic that would lead to a one night stand or an emotionally or physically abusive relationship.
So when I see this kind of thing and see readers react to it as though this toxicity is indeed romantic it makes me think that we have pretty screwed up ideas about love–and that’s not the kind of thing I want to pass down to a generation of young people.
Here, here! I agree with you on all counts. So well said. Mason marks your second time writing from a guy’s POV. The first time was with Nick from I Know It’s Over. As I read Lighter Side, I never once thought of Nick. Not just because each character is going through markedly different situations, but because they’re such two distinct voices. Did you worry about that? How easy or difficult was it finding Mason’s voice?
This is something that did concern me–Nick and Mason are both sixteen with middle class upbringings (and they’ve even both gone through the breakup of their parents) but Mason is much more easy going. I sort of think of him as being more like Nathan (from I Know It’s Over) than he is like Nick.
But there was really only one occasion when I was working on The Lighter Side of Life and Death that I found myself about to type out something that was in Nick’s voice. I can’t remember which scene it was, just that it was a thought Mason was having rather than an action or a piece of dialogue. It was pretty early in and I caught myself and reminded myself that Mason was a very different person to Nick and never would’ve had that thought. It never happened again.
Overall Mason’s voice came very naturally. Especially in the final three-quarters of the book it felt like second nature.

Tell me about the decision to incorporate a Psycho Cat! I loved those moments so much. A certain showdown had me laughing so hard I was crying.
I’m so glad, I loved the Psycho Cat too! I can’t remember why I gave Brianna and Burke (the future step-siblings that move in with Mason) a cat. I guess I just thought they had one. The showdown between Mason and the cat wasn’t something that I had in mind initially; it just sort of developed over the course of the story. If I think about it now, I suppose the cat serves to reflect Brianna’s feelings of hostility towards Mason. I’m sure she would’ve gotten a good laugh from seeing her cat have a go at Mason!
I can just picture her cackling madly in the background. You are definitely not known for shying away from the issues you write about. Did you have any reservations about how people would respond to or perceive Mason’s relationship with Colette, given the age difference? Or how they would receive Colette, specifically? It would be so easy to characterize her as a dangerous predator type, and you just didn’t go there, which I really appreciated. She was nuanced and human and a little lost.
When I wrote The Lighter Side of Life and Death in 2005 I hadn’t sold any books yet and there’s a certain freedom in that. I don’t think I really considered how other people might react (the idea of having a book published seemed pretty unreal) and I try not to think too much about that now I either because I wouldn’t want those worries to get in way of whatever story I’m telling.
The seven and a half year age difference between Mason and Colette does seem like a big one but in Canada and in a majority of states this wouldn’t be illegal. I remember in high school having teachers that were 23 or 24 and it was obvious that they weren’t all that different to the students; it was much easier to relate to them than it was to the older teachers. So I think it’s not so strange that there can be an attraction between someone of 16 and someone of 23. I never really thought of Colette as a predator–having more experience and maturity she should’ve known better, but she got swept up in things like Mason did.
The Lighter Side really demonstrates your versatility as a writer. It’s a departure in tone for you, but it carries all the hallmarks of a C.K. Kelly Martin book. It’s thoughtful, beautifully written and respects its characters as well as its readers. Was the writing process different compared to I Know It’s Over and One Lonely Degree?
Thank you! I’m glad to hear that. After writing two emotionally tough books in a row I really wanted to tackle something lighter but that wish aside the process wasn’t any different. I wanted to be true to Mason’s reality, which just doesn’t happen to be quite as troubled as Nick’s or Finn’s.
What was your favourite scene to write?
Mason was on such a high for the entire first chapter that it was pure fun to write. But there’s a scene near the end of the book, where Mason and Kat have a conversation on the school bleachers and get real with each other, which I enjoyed just as much. It was kind of painful and awkward to write but also a relief to be able to get things out that you know they’ve been thinking and feeling.
I loved both of those scenes. Name a book, movie or song that perfectly encapsulates the spirit of YA for you.
It’s hard to come up with just one because there are so many different aspects of YA but overall for the kind of stuff I like to write I’d choose the song Lazy Eye by Silversun Pickups from a few years ago.
YA is full of new experiences, longing and anticipation and this song has an amazingly fresh sound. There’s also such a keen feeling of anticipation in Lazy Eye, not just musically but in the opening lines, “I’ve been waiting/I’ve been waiting for this moment all my life/But it’s not quite right.” I love that bit about it being not quite right because if you get close enough to anything it’s never going to be perfect.
Ooh, thank you for the introduction to the Silverspun Pickups! Name three websites that you can’t go a day without checking.
BBC News is my homepage so that’s where I start out every day. I also check out The Toronto Star website (I subscribe to the hard copy of the paper but they update stories online all day long), on a daily basis and Feministing.com to have a look at political and social news from a Feminist slant.
Tell us about what’s next for you!
I just finished a rough draft of my first non-YA book. It’s about a twenty-year-old woman who goes into a state of collapse after the boyfriend she’s been living with dies suddenly. After closing herself off for months she suddenly sleeps with someone else and that sends shockwaves, which may or may not be a good thing, into the rest of her life.
I’m not sure what will become of that novel yet but my editor says a revision letter for My Beating Teenage Heart (my fourth book) will be arriving soon so once that happens I’ll be occupied with revisions until my summer holiday in Dublin. And then I plan to take a bit of a break for awhile and not write much of anything! I need to get reacquainted with my Wii – it’s been way to long.
I LOVE hearing that there are more C.K. Kelly Martin books in the works! I’ll be first in line to get them when they hit shelves. Thank you for stopping by and talking about your books, C.K.!
Thank you so much for having me back, Courtney! I always love to talk to you.
And thus concludes my AWESOME BOOKS WEEK! Thank you so much to Kirstin, Tara and CK for being part of it and thank YOU guys for reading and commenting. Like I said, I love the books I’m featuring on my blog SO MUCH, I have decided to give ALL THREE OF THEM away to ONE lucky winner. If you want to be entered to win the random draw, all you have to do is comment on one or all of the interviews:
* An Interview with Kirstin Cronn-Mills
* An Interview with Tara Kelly
* An Interview with C.K. Kelly Martin
If you comment on one interview, you will be entered once. If you comment on two of them, twice. All three interviews? Three times! *NOTE: All entrants are limited to three entries each.
Increase your chances at winning by commenting on them all when they go up (just be consistent in entering your name and email address so I can count the entries accordingly).
Please note this contest is open to residents of the US and Canada only (sorry International readers). A random winner will be selected August 1st, 2010 and contacted via email for their shipping deets. They winner will have 24 hours to claim their prize or there will be a redraw.
Dear FTC, The Lighter Side of Life and Death was bought by me and I was not compensated for this review or interview. I just love talking about the books I love. xo, Courtney

Welcome to Awesome Books Week on my blog, where I am celebrating THREE (3!) contemporary, realistic YA novels I’ve recently loved by featuring an interview with each of their authors and hosting a giveaway of their books on my blog. That’s right! It is not enough to just post an interview. I want to give you a chance to OWN these stories because I don’t think your library is complete without them.
Want to know how you can win The Sky Always Hears Me and the Hills Don’t Mind (Kirstin Cronn-Mills), Harmonic Feedback (Tara Kelly) AND The Lighter Side of Life and Death (C.K. Kelly Martin)? Find out at the bottom of this interview with Tara Kelly!
My favourite part of my Publishers Marketplace subscription is the deal listings. Whenever a contemporary realistic YA is acquired, my ears perk up. I have been looking forward to Harmonic Feedback since it was announced. Here’s the pitch line from the deal announcement in 2008:
“… about a 16-year old music obsessed, smart-mouthed girl with Asperger’s syndrome who starts a band, falls in lust and learns to question what “normal” really means…”
Dude, try to keep me from reading this book. JUST TRY IT! Yeah, see that? You can’t. Mostly because I have already read it. But if you had tried to keep me from it, YOU WOULD HAVE FAILED.

Isn’t that cover gorgeous?
The gist: Sixteen-year-old Drea is the new kid in town. She’s always the new kid in town. Getting acclimated to new places and new faces is never fun, but is always made more complicated by Drea’s ADHD and Asperger’s. Drea struggles with other people’s perceptions of her–family and peers alike–and does not want to be defined by her diagnoses. She sees her latest move to Bellingham, Washington as a chance to really start over. And it really is. Naomi, the wild girl next door, takes Drea under her wings immediately. Drea’s also befriended by Justin, the squeaky clean good guy (or is he?) who pushes Drea’s buttons and challenges her own set of perceptions. The three start a band together but, as the jacket flap says, “… just when she’s found not one but two true friends, can [Drea] stand to lose one of them?”
I loved Harmonic Feedback. This is a wonderfully solid debut that I didn’t want to put it down. Yes, Drea has ADHD and Asperger’s but the book and Drea are not DEFINED by her having them. The way Drea processes and navigates a new (and sometimes frightening) social landscape is incredibly well done. At its core, this book isa coming of age tale about a girl whose desires and longings, from the simple to the not-so-simple, are pretty much EVERYONE’s. There are universal themes of friendship and love and fitting in that I think lots of teen readers will be able to identify with. I got quite emotional while I read this. Tara Kelly’s writing is sharp and to the point, quick moving, heartfelt and unafraid to be raw. Check out my full review of the book here.
(PS Harmonic Feedback also features one of the most healthy, sexy, swoon-worthy, equal relationships I’ve seen in YA for a long time.)
Tara graciously gave me her time for an interview and I’m thrilled to share it with you here.
Congratulations on your debut! It’s an incredible read. Can you tell us about Harmonic Feedback’s journey to publication?
Thank you! Harmonic Feedback was the third book I queried, but technically the second book I wrote–or in my world, the second book I finished! It’s unfortunate, but true that I’ve written most of my life, but I never managed to write an actual book until around 2007 (and my first book didn’t even have a good/real ending). I won’t even go into how I tried to find an agent for the first book I ever wrote *bangs head* Let’s just say I got lots of rejections at the query stage. Anyway, the second book I queried got LOTS of requests (I’d say over half) and what I’d call positive rejections and requests for my next book (which was HF). I only sent HF to 10 agents or so because I wanted to do it ‘right’ this time and take it slow. Seemed the third time was the charm. I got a couple offers and ended up with Jennifer Laughran for a couple reasons 1) She totally GOT Drea and the book (this was a biggie for me as some agents thought Drea needed to act like Rainman to be believable as a character on the autistic spectrum) and 2) She was an enthusiastic, new agent with ABLA (my dream agency). It just seemed right!
My book went out about a week after I signed the contracts with Jenn. And two weeks later, I had interest from a couple publishers. Holt came in with a very enthusiastic offer and my agent thought they’d be the best fit. Insane fast, right? Yeah, I’ve learned that it doesn’t always happen like this. Most people will wait FAR longer for that first offer or even for an editor response. And I expect to as well with future books *grin*
It’s nice to see variety in publication journeys! Drea has an incredible voice. I loved spending time with it. In the back of Harmonic Feedback, you have an author’s note about how you didn’t want Drea to be defined by her ADHD/Asperger’s and I really felt that as I read. What was it like to develop her as a character? What did you know immediately that you DID and DIDN’T want to do in terms of her characterization?
Drea was a tough character to write in that we’re total opposites in some ways. She sees things so literally and she processes things in such a logical/technical way. My main concern was people wouldn’t connect with her or understand her. I wanted to present her as a real person who happens to fall on the autistic spectrum rather than make the book about her Asperger’s. Because, really, everyone on the spectrum is different. They aren’t walking textbooks of symptoms and–like NTs–they are all individuals with different personalities, strengths, and weaknesses.
All and all I wanted to put a socially awkward teen into real situations with other confused/socially awkward teens and see what happened. I essentially set Drea free and watched her do her thing.
She was incredibly relateable, in my opinion. I have to say it: Justin. Is. Awesome. He’s one of the greatest love interests I’ve seen in a young adult novel to date. Unhealthy relationships have been the basis of a lot of discussion in the YA community recently and I was so thrilled his interest in and interactions with Drea were healthy, intense and very natural. Given all that aforementioned discussion within the community, what is most important to you when you settle down to write a romantic relationship in a YA novel?
Yay, I’m so glad you liked Justin! He was a joy to write. As someone who LOVES writing romance (probably my favorite thing), I tend to read a lot of romance. And like the current discussions, I do come across some YA relationships that I think are unhealthy. I think it can be said that almost every fictional romance is slightly unrealistic…I mean that’s part of the fun, right? People like hope. They like to believe in true love. Some like to believe that true love can be found in high school. And there’s nothing wrong with that! But I do think some books cross the line from slightly unrealistic (but swoon-worthy and satisfying) to unrealistic AND unhealthy. Typically it involves a guy who is too controlling/possessive under the guise of being ‘protective’ or a girl who has no hobbies/passions of her own outside of a boy.
So one of my top goals in ANY romance I write is to make sure both characters have their own lives and own goals. If their goals and beliefs conflict, even better! I also tend to develop my YA relationships slowly. I want both characters to EARN each others admiration rather than meet and go–”Oooh, you’re perty. I love you!”
Awesome. A few times in the book, Drea points out the way people needlessly complicate their lives by not saying what they mean and questioning the pointlessness of certain day-to-day rituals we all have (like asking people how they are when the asker doesn’t care at all). I thought she had some great points. In the spirit of that, what is one thing you think people could do to make life easier on themselves and the people around them?
Like Drea, I’d like to see more honesty in the world. Mainly, I wish more people felt comfortable being themselves and confronting each other when there is an issue. I don’t mean walking up to someone and punching them or saying–’you’re ugly or you’re dumb’. But I think, as a whole, society is too passive-aggressive. We let things fester and whisper behind closed doors rather than actually dealing with a problem. For example, if a friend did something that ticked you off, what is the issue with telling them? You don’t need to call names or be nasty. Just say, hey, you did this and it hurt my feelings/ticked me off/whatever. If the friend freaks out and goes ballistic…well, is this someone you want in your life? If they’re really your friend, the last thing they want is to hurt you. So they’d WANT to work it out. I think being direct and honest with your friends would save a LOT of friendships. Talking behind someone’s back or pretending to like someone is only going to cause MORE confrontation.
So well said. A lot of people confuse honesty with cruelty and I don’t think that’s always the case. You’re a musician and music plays a big part in Harmonic Feedback. The lyrics to Naomi’s song were gorgeous and I adored how Drea described what music was to her–how she produced music and brought it all together. I loved the Boesendorfer mention! Can you recommend: one song you think everyone should hear before they die, one instrument they should attempt to play, and one band they should see live if they see ANY band live?
Wow, this is hard because I only get to pick ONE for each category—eek! There are MANY songs I think people should hear before they die (just let that be known), but I’ll pick the first that comes to mind. “Running Up That Hill” by Kate Bush. I fell in love with it as a tot and love it just as much today. Kate Bush is kind of my musical idol.
One instrument people should play..hmm…I’ll just say the guitar because it’s my favorite. You can be so expressive with it. But it’s also not an easy instrument. You’ve got to fight with it, let it bust up your fingers, and challenge yourself. But the reward is completely worth every blister.
One band people should see live is Placebo (although they should see MANY bands live). I love Placebo’s music, but their live performance took me completely by surprise. I was blown AWAY by their energy. As good at their recorded music is, it doesn’t come close to the power they have together on stage. Simply hypnotizing. Also, they do this cover of “Running Up That Hill” that is jaw-dropping incredible.
I LOVE Running Up that Hill! The original and Placebo’s cover. What was the hardest scene in Harmonic Feedback for you to write? What was your favourite?
Hardest scene–definitely when they find Naomi in the abandoned house and trying to get across the array of emotion Drea feels. My favorite scenes involved Justin and Drea’s interactions and banter. LOVED those two together.
Your cover is absolutely GORGEOUS. It looks great online, but it’s really something else in person. Beautiful. And even better–it’s a scene in the novel (a wonderful scene, too)! What was your reaction when you first saw it? Did you have any input on the design?
My first reaction was….whoa. If I were to pick any scene for them to feature, the rain scene is it. I was very impressed that the art director was able to pick that up. I had no input on the design…and as a designer myself that was very hard! I was very relieved that it turned out okay *grin*
What are your favourite YA novels?
Well, this author Courtney Summers writes some of the BEST books ever. And no I’m not just saying that. CRACKED UP TO BE and SOME GIRLS ARE are among my all-time favorite YA books and I’m mad picky. You know how to do tension like NO other. And your mean girls? Whoa. They knock the wind out of a person. [editor's note: AWWW... the cheque's in the mail. ;) But seriously, thank you so much, Tara! That means a lot.] Other YA books I love: BALLADS OF SUBURBIA by Stephanie Kuehnert, A CERTAIN SLANT OF LIGHT by Laura Whitcomb, NICK AND NORAH’S INFINITE PLAYLIST by Rachel Cohn and David Levithan, LOOKING FOR ALASKA by John Green, FLASH BURNOUT by LK Madigan.
And I should probably stop..but there are MORE!
What inspires you?
Music, nature, dancing, roadtrips, observing people (in a non-creepy way, of course) copious amounts of caffeine! Really just living life.
Can you tell us where we can find you on the web and what’s next for you book-wise?
You can find my author website at http://thetaratracks.com and more about Harmonic Feedback at http://harmonicfeedback.com
Up next is C-SIDE TALES about a 17-year-old girl trying to make it as the lead guitarist of an industrial rock band. Only she has terrible stage fright. It will be out…..some time next year. No date yet, though!
I can’t WAIT to read C-Side Tales. Thanks, Tara!
Thank YOU :)
And so continues my AWESOME BOOKS WEEK! Like I said, I love the books I’m featuring on my blog SO MUCH, I have decided to give ALL THREE OF THEM away to ONE lucky winner. If you want to be entered to win the random draw, all you have to do is comment on one or all of the interviews:
* An Interview with Kirstin Cronn-Mills
* An Interview with Tara Kelly
* An Interview with C.K. Kelly Martin
If you comment on one interview, you will be entered once. If you comment on two of them, twice. All three interviews? Three times! *NOTE: All entrants are limited to three entries each.
Increase your chances at winning by commenting on them all when they go up (just be consistent in entering your name and email address so I can count the entries accordingly).
Please note this contest is open to residents of the US and Canada only (sorry International readers). A random winner will be selected August 1st, 2010 and contacted via email for their shipping deets. They winner will have 24 hours to claim their prize or there will be a redraw.
Dear FTC, Harmonic Feedback was bought by me and I was not compensated for this review or interview. I just love talking about the books I love. xo, Courtney

Welcome to Awesome Books Week on my blog, where I am celebrating THREE (3!) contemporary, realistic YA novels I’ve recently loved by featuring an interview with each of their authors and hosting a giveaway of their books on my blog. That’s right! It is not enough to just post an interview. I want to give you a chance to OWN these stories because I don’t think your library is complete without them.
Want to know how you can win The Sky Always Hears Me and the Hills Don’t Mind (Kirstin Cronn-Mills), Harmonic Feedback (Tara Kelly) AND The Lighter Side of Life and Death (C.K. Kelly Martin)? Find out at the bottom of this interview with Kirstin Cronn-Mills!
Every so often a book comes along at it just slays you with its candor and I absolutely LOVE when that happens. For me, the book that came along and slayed me but good with its complete and utter honesty was this one:

Meet Morgan. Morgan lives in Central Nowhere, Nebraska. Morgan wants to get the hell out of boring Central Nowhere, Nebraska, and write The Great American Novel (but in the mean time, she writes fortunes). Her family life is not that great–with the exception of an incredibly warm and loving relationship with her Grandmother–and she’s caught between her drab boyfriend, Derek, her sexy coworker Rob and her semi-friend Tessa. Her love life is hectic, to say the least, and not at ALL boring.
The Sky Doesn’t Hear Me and the Hills Don’t Mind isn’t just a great book, it’s a fantastic one. Simply fantastic. Fantastic. Wonderful, awesome, best. There needs to be more protagonists like Morgan in YA novels. She is achingly real, quirky and a powerhouse of emotions looking for an outlet, navigating high school and relationships honestly and sometimes, explosively. She is also hilarious.
Kirstin Cronn-Mills has written a brave book, in my opinion. Morgan’s complicated family dynamics, friendships and relationships were handled very thoughtfully and with a tremendous amount of nuance. Everything played out just how it would play out in life–sometimes it’s fireworks, sometimes it’s not. Those quiet moments of reconciliation, those big ones–bawling your eyes out one moment and then moving onto the next moment like it never happened–are so honest and true and it’s refreshing to see them in fiction. This book understands the shifts that can happen in the space of a breath and doesn’t pander in any way shape or form. I adored it and I adore Morgan. She is a truly memorable character.
Read my full review of the novel here.
I’m so thrilled to have Kirstin here on this blog to talk about Sky and her writing process, and I hope you enjoy what she had to say as much as I did!
Can you tell us about Sky’s journey to publication?
SKY’S journey was rather unique–I submitted a different book to Andrew Karre (now of Carolrhoda Lab, then of Flux), but he didn’t think it was right and asked what else I had. So I sent him a rougher (much rougher) version of SKY, and we shaped it for publication.
Did you always know you wanted to write YA fiction?
I had no clue. : ) I was a poet from the time I was ten, and wrote poetry all through my first two college degrees (I know–two). Then, when I was doing my third (crazy, right?), I didn’t do anything but write a dissertation and academic papers. Then my son was born, and nothing happened for a looooong time, poetry or otherwise. Then, in 2001 or 2, a high school classmate called me (I hadn’t talked to her since graduation day) and proceeded to tell me the reason she was so mean to me in jr high/high school: she had a crush on me. My first two thoughts: “Wow, that explains a ton!” and “Wow, that would make a great YA novel.” I’d never even *thought* of writing a novel. I wrote about 10 pages in 2002, and started to make progress on it in 2003. And now it lives on bookshelves, amazingly enough.
It DID make a great YA novel! Morgan has such a raw and edgy voice. On one page, she’d make me laugh. On another, she’d have me sniffling. She also had some extremely interesting habits–from writing fortunes to going up on the hill to shout her feelings at the top of her lungs. Did these habits come with her character from the get-go or were they something you discovered about her as you wrote?
Both the fortune-writing and the shouting were things that came into Morgan as the drafts progressed. The book always had fortunes as chapter heads–I have a poem in my master’s thesis that’s composed only of fortunes strung together, and I always wanted to do more with that idea. When I started SKY, I used the fortunes as something to keep me going, but Morgan didn’t write them until mid-to-late revisions. The shouting came in at the very end, and it’s one of my favorite things about her. I consider that character quirk a gift from the Universe, because there’s no way I could have thought of it! It just . . . appeared one day. Weird, but true.
The best stories are weird but true! I loved how on one side, we have Morgan, who is desperate to get out of town, and then you have Rob–a love interest and pretty good guy–who DID leave and came back. Morgan insists her only option is escape. Rob suggests that Central Nowhere and places like it are worth coming back to. If you could give your 0.02 on the matter to both of them, what would you say?
I would tell them that home is where you decide home should be. Home is inside you. Escape is also an internal job–you can escape in the middle of a crowded room, and the crowd can still be there. At the same time, the landscape you grew up in is *also* inside you, and as much as Morgan thinks she’d like NYC, she might discover there’s not enough sky there, and that she can’t find north very easily in Manhattan. Or maybe that’s just me. : \ I have trouble in northern Minnesota, too–WAY too many trees for me up there! I need my sky. :)
Nicely said. As I said in my review, Sky was so realistic. The family dynamics and the relationships were neither underplayed nor overplayed. The felt very honest and on-the-mark, which is what I look for in realistic YA novels. What do you look for in realistic YA?
I look for an absence of times where I say “No parent would do that!” or “No kid would do that!” I also tend to believe in complication–the more complicated a family/a life is, the more it seems real to me. Life is so rarely easy. If the complication is over the top, it turns me off, but I appreciate characters with nutso lives.
I LOVE the title. It is so fantastic. And! It’s also a line in the book. I loved coming across it; it gave me chills. So what came first, the line or the title?
Funny you should ask–the line came first, but when I wrote it, I thought, “Oh hell, they’ll make me throw it out. It’s sooooo cheesy.” I was SHOCKED when Brian said “hey, guess what the title of your book is?” It also used to appear on page 3 or 4, so I had to move it way back in the book so it wouldn’t seem so obvious.
Hah! Awesome. What has been your unlikeliest source of inspiration?
Almost everything inspires me–I’m easy that way. Let’s see–probably an all-start wrestling match that was my son’s eleventh birthday gift (WWE’s Summer Slam). It gave me great ideas for my 3rd novel’s male protagonist, who used to have WWE dreams, but now has high school wrestling dreams. And no judging for letting my kid go to a WWE match, OK? I know–gross–but it was his birthday.
Totally not judging! I think that gets you cool points, personally. :) Who was your favourite character to write and what was your favourite scene to write?
Morgan, hands down. She’s everything I wasn’t in high school–mouthy, bitchy, snarky. Her insecurity and her word nerdiness–those things she shares with me. But all the rest of it is all her, so I loved being someone I never was. Favorite scene–hmmm. I like a lot of them. When I was first drafting the book, I got to about March in their school year and went, “Oh, shit, they have to go to prom, don’t they? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! Don’t make me write about prom! NOOOOOOOOOO!” But I knew I had to, and I really do like the scene where Morgan and Tessa are dancing. I wish that scene could have happened at my high school–I wish the real Tessa had come out to me during high school. I would have let her know she was safe with me, though maybe she knows that now that she’s read the book (she liked it, too, a HUGE relief). Back to the character question for a second–I did love letting Elsie be a concert pianist. My real grandma had enough talent to do that (she could do all the things Elsie can do), but she stayed home, got married, and raised kids. It was fun to fulfill my grandma’s wishes, even on the page.
Aw. (I loved the Prom scene so much too–one of my faves.) If there was one book out there that you would urge every aspiring writer out there to read–fiction of non-fiction–what book would that be and why?
You ask hard questions, don’t you? Let’s go with non-fiction: I’d recommend BIRD BY BIRD by Anne Lamott and ON WRITING by Stephen King. The writing advice in both (nuts and bolts stuff, but also philosophical stuff) is fantastic. I still go back to them, and I use them with my creative writing classes. If you don’t know what KFKD is, go find out! (hint–it’s in BIRD BY BIRD)
Can you tell us what you’re working on next and where can we find you online?
At the moment I’m polishing my second novel–guy wants to be a radio DJ, falls in love with best friend, but wait, there’s a huge obstacle, or is there?–and drafting my third, a dual-narrator novel set in the Black Hills, and it includes GHOSTS, of all things. Readers can find me at kirstincronn-mills.blogspot.com (look here first) or kirstincronn-mills.com (I desperately need a new web site!).
Sounds very, very intriguing! Thanks for stopping by, Kirstin!
And so begins my AWESOME BOOKS WEEK! Like I said, I love the books I’m featuring on my blog SO MUCH, I have decided to give ALL THREE OF THEM away to ONE lucky winner. If you want to be entered to win the random draw, all you have to do is comment on one or all of the interviews:
* An Interview with Kirstin Cronn-Mills
* An Interview with Tara Kelly
* An Interview with C.K. Kelly Martin
If you comment on one interview, you will be entered once. If you comment on two of them, twice. All three interviews? Three times! *NOTE: All entrants are limited to three entries each.
Increase your chances at winning by commenting on them all when they go up (just be consistent in entering your name and email address so I can count the entries accordingly).
Please note this contest is open to residents of the US and Canada only (sorry International readers). A random winner will be selected August 1st, 2010 and contacted via email for their shipping deets. They winner will have 24 hours to claim their prize or there will be a redraw.
Dear FTC, The Sky Always Hears Me and the Hills Don’t Mind was bought by me and I was not compensated for this review or interview. I just love talking about the books I love. xo, Courtney
The first time I interviewed Danette Haworth, we talked about her writing process and her hopes for her forthcoming debut, Violet Raines Almost Got Struck By Lightning. The second time I interviewed Danette, Violet Raines had just hit shelves. I read and loved that book, and was able to question her about the characters and story. I’m happy to report that, this past May, Danette’s sophomore novel, The Summer of Moonlight Secrets hit shelves:

Isn’t that a beautiful cover? And I’m even HAPPIER to report that Danette is here to celebrate its release in the form of another interview! Before I get to that, though, I just want to talk about The Summer of Moonlight Secrets which I read and, like her debut, also loved. It’s a middle-grade novel with a TON of heart and it needs to be on your bookshelf now. Danette’s sophomore novel stands up to her stunning debut.
The book stars Allie Jo, a fun and fiery tween who works (ie helps out) at the Meriweather hotel in Florida, which is managed by her parents. She’s often teased for living at the hotel and is about to face the entire summer without her best friend and she is NOT happy about it. She’s not alone for long, though! Enter three guests: Sophie, a nice girl with a penchant for knitting, Chase, a thirteen-year-old boy who arrives on the scene with a BANG and, consequently, a broken arm, anddddd Tara… who is not really a guest at all. The ethereal sixteen-year-old may be A LOT more than she seems…
I’ll stop there because I don’t want to spoil it. There’s so much about it that should be left to the reader to discover, so I will just let you know I ADORED this book from start to finish. There is so much blueberry goodness in it. And, like Violet Raines, this read is so great to curl up with. But the thing I treasured about this book most was that it really sparkles with possibility. Allie Jo and Chase get a taste of the impossible, the magic beneath the surface, and that carries through to the reader. A book that makes you feel that as you read it is a real treat, in my opinion.
And now, without further ado…
The Summer of Moonlight Secrets is your sophomore novel. Congratulations! How has your second release been treating you?
Thank you, Courtney! I have to say it’s wonderful having that second book out there because you prove to yourself the first one wasn’t a fluke AND that you can do it again.
I find I’m more relaxed about this release than I was with Violet Raines. With Violet being my first novel out, I didn’t know what to expect–what happens when the bookstore up from your house has copies of your book on the shelves? Will the neighbors see it? Will schools suddenly be calling? Or *shudder* will NO ONE notice?
I worried about book promotion. At intersections, I’d see those guys twirling signs: 2 Large Pizzas $9.99. I could picture myself on the next corner slinging my own sign: Violet Raines! Get yer Violet Raines right here! I carried bookmarks in my purse and passed them out everywhere I went, dentist, doctor, grocery store. (Oh, wait–I still do that!)
With The Summer of Moonlight Secrets, I had my first book signing the day after it was released and I had a good time talking with people, some who bought my book and some who didn’t. When it was over, I went home and watched one of my favorite TV shows. I’m able to think about other things and not worry over my book. I’m enjoying this release, and when I have an interview (like this one!) or blog review, it’s the fun part of the post-release.
I’m proud of my books and I know how blessed I am to work with Stacy Cantor and all the people at Walker, and my agent Ted, who really believed in my third book, Me and Jack (2011). I’m enthralled with the cover for SOMS, illustrated by Brandon Dorman. All in all, I’d say the second release has been treating me most excellently!
I’m glad to hear that! What inspired The Summer of Moonlight Secrets?
Both the setting and the story for SOMS were inspired by the hidden gems of Central Florida: Blue Springs, DeLeon Springs, historic towns with brick-lined streets, and old houses and hotels that bear the suggestion of their former glory.
Blue Springs looks to me like the Garden of Eden. It’s beautiful and unsullied. The water looks emerald green in sunshine and hauntingly blue in dusk. Each winter, this spring is home to sometimes more than two hundred manatees, which go there to escape the chilly waters of the rivers and coastal areas. DeLeon Springs is an inland springs, the grounds on which an old sugar mill still stands, except instead of sugar, you can go inside and get snacks, gator jerky, and blueberry pancakes.
It was Blue Springs’s manatees that first got me thinking about the mystery girl. Manatees are graceful, hypnotizing creatures, thought to be the source for the legend of mermaids. I started with a certain idea and ended up with something very different. (I will stop talking here lest I give away any moonlight secrets!)
BRB, booking my flight to Florida right now! Allie Jo, Chase and (less frequently) Tara take turns narrating the novel. Their voices are very distinct. Did you find it challenging or easy to switch voices?
Each voice was fun to write, and I found I needed to take breaks between chapters in order to put on the new character. Acting out my scenes while writing helps me a great deal–What does her voice sound like when she says this? She’s mad–no! She’s surprised, and a little bit scared. Physically playing out a scene helps me connect to the true emotions and expressions and helps me ferret out false notes. This goes for all my writing, whether the book is told from one POV or several.
I’ve always wanted to write a novel with multiple leads. Whether you write for one narrator or several, you still have to be in tune with the voices of the surrounding characters. You still have to know them and be familiar with their back stories. Writing in multiple POVs allows you to reveal more of that information, and you get the chance to provide internal dialogue for all your speakers. This creates a kind of tension not available from one perspective in that the reader is privy to the differing emotions and reactions of the narrators and even events that other characters may not know about or understand the impact of.
The challenge is to braid these threads together, loosely at first, then tighter and tighter so that all the threads explode together in one magnificent climax, satisfying each character’s story. Two middle-grade novels I recommend for multiple POVs (beside SOMS, of course!) are Greetings from Nowhere by Barbara O’ Connor, and Bird Lake Moon by Kevin Henkes. GFN has four narrators, and Barbara creates four full, rich stories in which you understand every character’s worries and motivations. Each narrator’s story is satisfied by one unified climactic event. Bird Lake Moon is a wonderful book, narrated by two boys who don’t, at first, know each other. What Kevin has done so marvelously in BLM is to create a cause-and-effect tension with the alternating chapters. It’s a beautiful story, well-crafted.
I’ll definitely check them out. One thing that surprised me–in a good way!–was that The Summer of Moonlight Secrets takes place in 1980s. I loved that. It suited the story perfectly. Why did you choose to set it in the 80s?
As long as I’ve known her, my mother has always loved to explore old or abandoned properties, entering them legally or, ahem, otherwise. Not only was I her sidekick in these adventures, I was also an excellent pupil.
My mother and a friend of hers took my sister and me to a huge, old hotel in the late 80s. It wasn’t the first place like that I’d ever been, and it definitely wasn’t the last. But the reason it stuck with me was that so much of the structure was collapsed or rotting. My sister and I left my mom and her friend with their coffee and started walking around. And up the stairs. And up again. We discovered abandoned floors with stripped down rooms, castoff furniture, and broken windows. It was awesome! We knew we weren’t supposed to be there, but there was nothing to stop us, not even a sign. We walked all over where we weren’t supposed to be, even after a seagull flew through a window and flapped over our heads, nearly giving us both heart attacks! We thought our self-tour was over when a security guard found us. Instead, he showed us even more passages and tunnels that we never would’ve discovered on our own.
I’ve explored many old buildings with tunnels and secret passageways and rooms, but I’ll never forget the feeling of lost majesty as my sister and I explored that once grand hotel. When I started writing SOMS, it seemed only natural to place the story in that same decade.
So cool. The cover is absolutely stunning. So stunning that Bloomsbury/Walker even featured it on their Spring 2010 catalog. Did you have any input on it? What was your reaction when you saw it?
Oh, my gosh. I love the cover–it’s absolutely beautiful, and I can say that because I’m not the artist! Brandon Dorman captured the essence of the book with the cover illustration. Stacy Cantor, my editor, asked me if I had any thoughts on the cover. My main concern was that nothing appear in the artwork that would blatantly reveal the mystery. I also told her I loved the cover of Savvy and thought something like that would fit the story.

The greatest thing about landing the right editor is that they see the book the same way you do. A couple of weeks after receiving my comments, Stacy sent me an email saying Walker had brought Brandon Dorman on board to create the cover art (Savvy’s cover illustrator). She kept my concerns in mind when she and Brandon conceptualized the cover. When Stacy sent me a pencil sketch for the proposed artwork, I couldn’t get over how beautiful it was! I fell in love with it; I couldn’t concentrate for the rest of the day. The same thing happened when she emailed me the color version.
When The Summer of Moonlight secrets was acquired by Walker, it was originally titled The Hotel of Blueberry Goodness. Having read the book, I can attest to the fact it is full of both moonlight secrets AND blueberry goodness. Can you tell us about the retitling process?
Walker loved the original title, but as the book took shape, it took on a slant different from the proposal. The main elements and characters from the proposal were there, and, for the most part, they were very close to their original descriptions. But it was somehow a different story; the original title didn’t fit anymore.
Stacy and I emailed back and forth, each of us hammering out keywords or phrases we thought depicted the book. We made long lists, commented on each other’s suggestions, explaining why we thought certain words worked and why other words didn’t. The title has a big burden–it has to convey the attitude and nature of the story in just a few words. We agreed we wanted it to whisper with mystery; it had to be summery, and it couldn’t sound ominous or supernatural. After a flurry of exchanges between Stacy and me, and a meeting at Walker, the new title emerged: The Summer of Moonlight Secrets.
Changing the title was an emotional and intense process. I was pretty much married to The Hotel of Blueberry Goodness, and lots of other people involved loved it, too. I mourned the loss of it even though I knew it was the right move. Brainstorming the new title took over all my thoughts. It was like I was two people: the outside me performed all my chores and interacted with my family; the inside me raced around looking for good words. Nearly the only time I was one was when I spoke with a family member about the title. Even after we finalized the title, I still lamented over Blueberry Goodness. But the more I thought about the new title, the more I began to love it. Now I think it’s absolutely perfect!
Titles are so, so hard! Sometimes even harder than writing the book! In both of your novels, location plays a key role. You have this incredible knack for making Florida seem so alive on the page. The Meriwether was a character in itself. Why did you choose to set your novels in Florida and did you do much research into hotels etc. to perfect your vision of The Meriwether?
Thank you! As far as being set in Florida, Violet Raines came to me intact, complete with her looks, her accent, the first paragraph of the book, and a bunch of trees behind her, which I recognized as the woods surrounding the Econlockhatchee River in Orlando.
With The Summer of Moonlight Secrets, it was a manatee that set off the whole idea. The manatee, the springs, the blueberry pancakes—it had to be Florida!
Winter Park is a small town near Orlando I love to visit. When I was single, I used to ride my bike over the brick roads and gawk at the beautiful old homes. There was one house–a two-story home, green, with iron scrollwork, very stately–whenever I passed this house, I’d think, A novel could take place in there.
I’ve visited several of Florida’s historic hotels, including the Lakeside Inn of Mount Dora, where, as part of my research, I dined for lunch and later sat on the veranda in a rocking chair, watching the sun set. In between these events, I hit the boutiques like mad, all part of my master plan to get the atmosphere right for my novel.

I find the “farther away” I get from my books, the more my feelings about them change. I’m able to appreciate and see things about them that I didn’t before. Now that your second book is released and you’ve had some distance from Violet Raines Almost Got Struck By Lightning, has your relationship with the book evolved?
Violet Raines was, to me, a gift. I’ve always said I often felt as if I were watching Violet rather than creating her. Even as I sat at my keyboard chronicling her activities, she did things I didn’t expect and said things I never thought of. She made me laugh then, and she makes me laugh now.
I do feel the way you described above—I see things in Violet that I didn’t before. I think when you’re in the fray, you don’t realize how immersed in the world of the novel you are. It’s only later that you discover recurring imagery or word choices that embody layers of meaning or give off just the right note. That’s not to say you’re not in control of your craft, it’s just when you’ve given yourself over to the story, you consciously and unconsciously make writing decisions that play off each other and ultimately lead to a satisfying climax and resolution.
Well said. What’s next for you?
I’ve just finished revisions for Me and Jack, a middle-grade novel featuring twelve-year-old Joshua Reed, the unusual dog he adopts, and Joshua’s father, who is an Air Force recruiter during the Vietnam War. I’m excited to see this project come to fruition because it existed in draft form before I wrote Violet. Another very emotional experience for me!
I cannot WAIT to read it! Thank you for stopping by, Danette!
Thank you for the wonderful things you said about SOMS and for the thoughtful questions, Courtney. It’s a pleasure to be a guest on your blog!
Danette Haworth’s novels just have an undeniable sweetness about them that makes them impossible not to love. They are also the perfect read-alouds. Need I say more? Check them out now and visit her online at danettehaworth.com!
Dear FTC, The Summer of Moonlight Secrets was bought by me and I was not compensated for this review or interview. I just love talking about the books I love. xo, Courtney
I’ve wanted to do a blog entry on writing unlikeable (why did I write ‘unlickable’ first?) female protagonists for a while now, because it’s something I get asked about with a surprising–to me–amount of frequency.
The only problem was I wasn’t sure how I’d frame such an entry. How to Write an Unlikeable Female Protagonist? Uhm, that would be awfully presumptuous of me and besides, I don’t think writing an “unlikeable” girl protagonist is all that different from writing a “likeable” one. Also, there’s the issue that Parker and Regina seem to be more liked than they’re hated, so have I even written an unlikeable protagonist? Or maybe I shouldn’t say readers actually like them, so much as they understand them? Also, if I write unlikeable too much it stops looking like a word and my God that is tragic, why would anyone make me do that to a word.
So THAT is why I haven’t written a blog entry on the topic: the actual writing of an unlikeable main character is less complicated than talking about writing one. But still, I get questions about and relating to the likeability of my female protagonists.
Readers seem to want to know why:
1. I would make Parker and Regina so unlikeable and
2. Do I really believe anyone would suffer their company willingly (like Chris, Jake and Michael) and
3. Do I think readers (or anyone) should like them
These are pretty great questions. If you don’t want to read the rest of this entry, the short answers are 1) because I wanted to 2) yes and 3) that’s up to the reader and there you go.
Before I wrote Cracked Up to Be, I wrote another YA novel. It had two POVs–a boy named Peter and a girl named Margot–and, get this, it was written in third person. The book got me so close to representation, there is a whole story there about how I pulled my hair out, but never mind that.
So it got rejected a lot. And what all the rejections seemed to come down to was that people liked Peter and hated Margot. SURE, there may have been massive other problems with the novel but to cope with the sting of (literally) hundreds of rejections, I needed to pinpoint what they all had in common and then uh, get defensive about it. So Margot was what they had in common. She was cold. They couldn’t connect with her. I took the manuscript out and reevaluted it, wondering if I could make her more ‘likeable’ (whatever that means). But when I read it, I had a problem: I liked her and I didn’t think I could change her.
(Just so you know, Margot spent the first half of the book hating her perfect boyfriend and wanting him to die. Then in the second half he DID and then she was like, “Oh man.” WAT is unloveable about that, I ask you.)
So I did a lot of navel-gazing soul-searching and I just kept getting annoyed because my thoughts decided to circle in this way: WHY DO GIRLS HAVE TO BE NICE ALL THE TIME THEY CAN BE MEAN AND ANGRY AND GENDER STEREOTYPING MUCH ARGH. Just. Like. That. I was bothered that the behaviours that are supported, loved, celebrated or romanticized in male characters would be, I thought, rejected in female characters because we have the perception that girls are sugar and spice and everything nice (er, not that I think wanting your significant other to DIE is an inherently male characteristic).
We are HARD on girls.
And please don’t mistake me: I’m not saying we’re not hard on guys at all, or that male characters aren’t held to their own set of ridiculous standards but I am writing an entry about writing unlikeable female characters, so. Anyway, just imagine a character like Sutter Keely (whom I LOVE) and Holden Caulfield (who I dream of repeatedly punching in the face) as girls. How do you think they would be received?
Or how about: imagine a girl who is outwardly hostile to her love interest, has violent tendencies, invades his personal space, and is just generally inappropriate. Like, you know–stalkery. I see a lot of that lately with male characters, and the implication is I’m supposed to think that’s hot. A lot of people DO think that’s hot in fiction, apparently, but I don’t know that we’d be encouraged to think the same thing if the aggressor in question was female.
I think that entire paragraph could turn into a conversation in itself and I’m sure someone can come along and passionately refute what I am saying etc. but I’m just telling you what got me to the point of wanting to write about and then actually writing a character like Parker. I was contemplating double standards, it was making me angry and I decided I wanted to write the meanest, most unlikeable female protagonist I could think of, because nuts to it all. Part of this also falls under the larger umbrella of why I like to write–I am interested in provoking strong responses, whether they’re positive or negative. The last thing I want is for someone to walk away from my books feeling indifferent (I think lots of writers feel this way).
The choice to return to an unlikeable protagonist with Some Girls Are was also informed by everything I’ve detailed above, perhaps even more so because girl-bullying is such a taboo topic. No one wants to believe the extremes girls will go to to make each other miserable. Like Rachel Simmons, I believe that the expectation that girls must be ‘nice’ abets their aggressive behaviour. I think girls can be physically violent (you wouldn’t–or maybe you would–believe how many times I was told by interested parties that if I was writing a book about girl bullies, they could not be physically violent with each other because girls are only aggressive psychologically).
Part of writing Some Girls Are was gathering up all these ideas of how girls are ‘supposed’ to bully each other and wanting to write against them. I’ve talked about why I needed to write Some Girls Are on a personal level, but so much of Some Girls Are grew out from–SPOILERS–the scene with the girls on the side of the road because I was told girls would never, ever behave that way because… girls. Just. Don’t. (Psh.)
Making Regina a former mean girl who grapples with and indulges in and, at points, enjoys her mean girl tendencies (whether it’s right or wrong) was a no-brainer for me. I wanted to make a difficult story more difficult; not only in the interest of challenging readers (hopefully) but to challenge myself. I think having Regina be a nice girl/accidental target would have been an easy, safe choice to make. I identify with Regina a lot but her instinct is different than mine. Exploring that was not always easy, but that is what made it rewarding. That’s what’s in it for me when I make these kinds of choices. That’s a lot, in my opinion.
Do I really believe that anyone would willingly suffer the company of my main characters? Would they really have a Chris, Jake and Michael inserting themselves into their lives? The answers to both of these questions, for me, is yes. I can think of about eighteen million jerks (yes MILLION) I know IN REAL LIFE who are surrounded by incredible support systems, who have love in their lives. I don’t hesitate in my answer. People are complex and it is never as simple as “bad people should have no friends, good people should.” (I don’t think Parker and Regina are bad people, though.) I think it’s realistic, I think it’s possible. Of course!
I sometimes think the reason people approach me with the question is because they (and I do this too) struggle with the idea of who deserves and doesn’t deserve that kind of support… when really, how much someone is given–regardless of how nice they are or aren’t–in terms of love and support isn’t up to us, unless we’re the ones doing the giving.
That is why reader response fascinates me; being told by people exactly what they think Parker and Regina do and don’t deserve is probably one of the most gratifying things I’ve experienced in having these books published. I don’t think anyone is wrong in what they feel about either of those girls, whether they hate them or they don’t. But I love when they feel strongly about it and I love when they feel strongly enough about it to tell me.
Finally, do I think readers should like Parker and Regina? As I said, that’s up to the reader and that’s all there is to it. As I said, I have hopes that people will respond to my work whether they like it or hate it (indifference is what terrifies me!), but the last thing I will do is tell someone how they should respond. There are no “right” or “wrong” ways to feel about Parker and Regina.
So. That is what I have to say about writing unlikeable female protagonists.
OH WAIT! I just read an interview with hilarious comedian Louis CK and he talked about likeability and I wish I’d just smacked this quote up instead of this entry BUT OH WELL, this is what he said:
“Well, I think “likability” is an overused word. I don’t watch people ’cause I like them; I watch them because they’re compelling. Sympathetic is a little different. It’s like I understand this person, and I never know quite what they’re going to do and I’m really interested in what they might do next and they feel real to me. That’s, I think, way more valuable than likable. Likable just thins you out…”
I love that man. UGH he is in Toronto in July and I won’t get to see him! Sob, sob. Wait what were we talking about again?
PS Eddie in Fall For Anything will be my first non-mean girl character. MAYBE SHE WILL BE THE MOST UNLIKEABLE OF THEM ALL! Who knows!
I can’t wait to find out.
Everyone who is at the ALA conference is about to miss the earthquake story I am about to tell and I bet they are so jealous right now!
HAR HAR HAR!
So guess what Internet! Most of you know this because I can’t shut up about it everywhere, but last Wednesday there was an EARTHQUAKE in CANADA and I FELT IT.
Here is my story:
I woke up and I was in my bed and then my bed started shaking–like little vibratey shakes–and I thought two stupid things 1) that a big truck had gone by outside or 2) it was me that was shaking (I DON’T KNOW) and then it stopped and then I went on Twitter and everyone was talking about this earthquake in Ontario and I was like oh how interesting and then I got up and then I was like
OH MY GOD THAT WAS IT!
And then I told my dad about it but because he was on the road when it happened and it hadn’t hit the news yet HE DID NOT BELIEVE ME but then my brother-in-law also experienced the same thing at the exact same time AND IT WAS TRUE THAT I FELT THE EARTH QUAKE and I have always wanted to experience an incredibly mild, non-destructive earthquake so there you have it. That is my story and I think it is a pretty great story, personally.
In other news, Fall For Anything is available most places online for pre-order! Active pre-order links are on the book’s page if you’re into that sort of thing. I will be getting copyedits for it sometime next week. I have bought myself a pack of these for the task:

They should serve me well.
While I wait for copyedits, I have been writing (while listening to a lot of Fiona Apple–God, she is so great) and reading this book:

PROBABLY you have heard of Battle Royale, but if you haven’t, here is the summary (from GoodReads): “As part of a ruthless program by the totalitarian government, ninth-grade grade students are taken to a small isolated island with a map, food, and various weapons. Forced to wear special collars that explode when they break a rule, they must fight each other for three days until only one “winner” remains. The elimination contest becomes the ultimate in must-see reality television. A Japanese pulp classic available in English for the first time, Battle Royale is a potent allegory of what it means to be young and survive in today’s dog-eat-dog world.”
I actually bought this book and started it last year, but for some reason couldn’t get into it. I think I tried reading it outside of a reading binge (I am a binge-reader) and that is why. So I decided to give it a go again because I am dying to see the movie–and refuse to until I have read the book–and OH MY GOD YOU GUYS IT IS SO GOOD! I am only about 250 pages in (it’s like 600 pages) and it is just deliciously thrilling and hard to put down and SO VIOLENT and what can I say, I am enjoying the violence very much! There is a girl character in the Program with a SICKLE and she is A RUTHLESS KILLING MACHINE and she is awesome and she would totally kill me ASAP if we were in the program together but oh well.
In other news I watched Doppelganger, another Kiyoshi Kurosawa film and I LOVED IT. I think it displaced Retribution as my second favourite of his (Pulse is always in first place), but I’m not sure. I just can’t say enough good things about Kurosawa’s films. I want to write books like he makes movies. JUST LIKE THIS:

And now you know my secret. I screencap movies and save them to my inspiration folder. I just love how he is so visually DIRECT and how he uses distance and aaah, he is so my favourite. It’s that he doesn’t feel the need to overcompensate with fancy camera tricks–he just presents something that feels incredibly real and so supported by the stories he’s telling.
I look for that in books too; books that just say it! No hiding behind prose, those ~twenty dollar words~. Just saying it. JUST SAY IT! That’s what I like. And that’s what I like about his movies. He just says it. Anyway, all that’s left for me to see is Charisma and that’s on its way to me in the mail now. Dear Internet, tell someone to distribute Loft so I can watch that too. I am so sad Charisma will be my last Kurosawa film until more are released in North America. I guess I’ll watch the ones I have over and over again until this situation changes. Sigh.
ANYWAY.
Now I am going to get back to reading Battle Royale. I hope everyone is having an amazing weekend! As you can see, I am having quite an amazing weekend myself, what with the reading and the movie-watching and the earthquake that led up to both. My weekend is WAY more amazing and exciting than the weekend everyone at the ALA conference is having, I AM SURE.
ALSO did I tell you there was an earthquake in Canada and I felt it.
I DID.
This always happens: every time I say more news will be forthcoming, I write it under the assumption that news won’t be forthcoming until like many weeks later, and then the NEXT DAY it forthcomes. Book news is determined to make a fool out of me or force me to blog more often, I don’t know. If you follow me on twitter or have added my facebook page, you already know this, but nothing is official until it hits my blog, I guess! Yes, this is where news stories go to be confirmed and then die. Wait, that’s not right. Anyway!:
Fall For Anything appears to have a release date and that day is December 21st, 2010. In unrelated news: I hear a lot of gift-giving occurs around this time of year. It’s also available for pre-order on a few Canadian bookselling sites (how I discovered the date!), but I’ll put a multitude of pre-order links up on the book’s page after it has spread everywhere like the zombie plague I am totally prepared for. I like to update things in one go because I’m a busy person with lots of Mario Kart to play, okay (speaking of which: I unlocked! Rosalina!).
Because Fall For Anything is availble for pre-orders in a few spots, that means it’s on GoodReads! If you want to read it, I’d lurve if you added it to your To-Read list. Word of mouth is an author’s best friend.
And that is all the Fall For Anything news that is fit to print! I am anxiously awaiting permission to show you guys the cover and nervously anticipating copyedits, which is like the math of this whole publishing process to me, which means it is scary and I can’t do it in front of people.
Yeah, I know.
NOW LET’S TALK ABOUT DELICIOUS FOOD.
One thing that I love to do is cook, so I am going to talk about cooking now. CAN YOU HANDLE MY TRUTH. Anyway, I’ve noticed lots of publishing folks place a lot of stock in baked goods and sweets but no one talks about SAVORY EASY MEALS. I have decided to be the person that does.
In case you don’t know, food is awesome. I am always on the quest for ‘The Perfect X.’ Did you know that my 2010 will be defined by the fact that I found the perfect red sauce for pasta which made me reconsider everything I ever thought about food (this is a true story, please get out your Kleenex). I had been searching for the perfect red pasta sauce for YEARS (THAT IS NOT AN EXAGGERATION) and then Smitten Kitchen introduced me to Marcella Hazan’s tomato sauce with butter and onions. It has THREE ingredients. THREE. This is the sauce they serve to the angels in heaven, I assume. Or this sauce is made of angels, I don’t know. I heard a choir of them SING when I tasted it, anyway. And like that, after years–YEARS!–I had found my perfect red sauce.
BUT IT WAS A REVELATION TO ME. It was in that beautiful moment I realized I was overthinking food. I felt the best recipes had to be complicated and crazy and involve many ingredients, but now I am trying to do more with less.
Yesterday I made the most awesome vegetarian sub. But it might not qualifiy as a ‘do more with less’ recipe. In any case, it was so good I am going to write it into a novel. What you do is, you chop up some green peppers, onion, portobello mushrooms, mince some garlic. Sprinkle them with dried oregano and salt and pepper. Sautee them in some olive oil until they are nice and soft. Take yer sub bun! Thinly spread herb cream cheese on one or both slices of the bread depending on how much or little regard you have for the fact that cream cheese is not all that good for you in extreme quantities. If you are like me, you prefer enough herb cream cheese to kill several men. Take your nice and soft vegetables and spoon them onto your sub. Put some sub sauce on the veggies. Put some provolone cheese on top of that! Chop some tomatoes and put them on the cheese and then you know, put the top bun on and EAT IT.
And then love yourself and the world.

photo by Liz West
I think summer is my favourite time to cook because the vegetables are so grand and plentiful. I am not a vegetarian, but I spend a ridiculous time trying to make meals of vegetables. Speaking of vegetables, this is the best thing that will happen to you and tomatoes in the summer time: chop up some tomatoes. Sprinkle them with dried parsley (or fresh), extra virgin olive oil, as much lime juice as your heart desires, salt and pepper to taste and then DIE OF GREATNESS. Like seriously. It tastes so good I am not entirely sure I should even be talking about it to anyone. When limes and tomatoes happen in the same bowl something incredible happens that is so beyond any words I could write here. Just a second, I have to stop this blog entry for a second to go cry at the beauty of it.
…
Ok.
So basically this year I have been trying to be as uncomplicated as possible in my endeavors in the kitchen. But I want every uncomplicated meal I make to taste like angels. I picked up The Flavor Bible and am totally hoping this will help me do that, but we shall see. Now that I have found the perfect red sauce, I am on a quest for the perfect vinaigrette and salad dressing and vegetable sandwich. Though the sub comes very close, IT IS NOT SIMPLE ENOUGH. And also I want to make an entire raw food meal one of these days BUT WHO KNOWS. I have many great aspirations in the kitchen when I am not writing novels and now you know.
Anyway, I think the whole point of this entry is that if I can impart any knowledge to you today, dear blog readers, it is not future book release dates, it is that LIME AND TOMATOES WERE MEANT TO BE TOGETHER.
That is all.
This is one of the coolest things that’s ever landed in my inbox. A few months ago, awesome reader Sarah D. was in China and sent me some photographs of Some Girls Are at The Great Wall. She kindly gave me permission to show ‘em off on my blag, so without further ado:

photos © Sarah D.
How cool is that?! Thank you so much, Sarah. Also: it is official-official. My books are more well-travelled than I am.
Speaking of Some Girls Are, Angie of Fat Girl, Reading, a blog worth bookmarking and keeping on your radar, gave SGA an incredible review that made my day. On top of THAT, she’s giving away her copy of the book. All you have to do is comment for a chance to win. Check it out here! And since this entry is turning out to be somewhat of a round-up of book news, recently, I’ve done interviews with the wonderful Briony Williamsom and at the awesome Confessions of a Book Geek and you can read them here and here respectively. Thank you for having me on your blogs, ladies!
I’ve been getting a few emails lately asking me about Fall For Anything and why there’s no page up on my site. Well, now there is! You can check it out here. There’s not much there at the moment–just a vague teaser and the promise of more information.
ALTHOUGH I DID GET TO SEE THE COVER ON MONDAY!
Aaaah. I can’t show it to you yet, but oh my God, you guys, it is my most favourite cover of them all. And I felt passionately about the two before it so what I’m saying is I might explode of passionate feelings about the cover of Fall For Anything before I can actually reveal it. For reals. I am trying to figure out if I can hint anything about it just to calm some of my passionate feelings. Hmm. WELL. It is a different cover from the last two! And, where the focal colour (is that what I should call it? I did not go to school for this, guys) for Cracked Up to Be was green and Some Girls Are was red… the focal colour for Fall For Anything is NEITHER OF THOSE COLOURS.
/tease
In other news, I am trying desperately to unlock Princess Rosalina on Mario Kart for Wii. It is making me homicidal. BUT I’M GETTING CLOSE.
Oh and I’m writing too.
But mostly, you know. Mario Kart.
I hope you are all having a wonderful week, people!
Now that I’m between books I have some LEISURE time!
But not as much leisure time as I would like, sob.
But still.
Leisure time for me is spent reading books and watching movies and trying not to move around too much while I do either.
I’ve been pretty fortunate in all of my selections recently, so I thought I’d share ‘em with you. Here’s what I am surrounding myself with as of late:
1. The films of Kiyoshi Kurosawa

I can’t remember the last time I got all excited about a director to the point I had to see every single movie he’d ever made. Kiyoshi Kurosawa, where have you been all my life? This man is a total genius. I love movies (and books) that understand and explore loneliness and isolation and people fumbling their way through life and wanting more–even if the “more” they want isn’t actually all that much–and Kurosawa understands these things beautifully. Consistently. Every single one of his movies makes my heart feel whole and purposeful. THAT IS HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM.
Lots of J-horror here. Kairo (Pulse) is my favourite of all his films. It’s about ghosts and the internet! Avoid the terrible remake. I could watch Kairo over and over again. It’s incredibly slowly paced, but that’s a huge part of its charm and when it really gets going it’s like someone has their hand inside your stomach and is squeezing your guts, which is exactly how you should feel when you’re watch a good movie, in my humble opinion. IN PAIN. Kairo also has parallel storylines, which always makes me want to experiment with the ways I write my own novels. Retribution is my next favourite Kurosawa film, then Cure and Seance. Tokyo Sonata just came in the mail and I have heard incredible things about it. I’m going to watch it TONIGHT! Also on my To-Watch list: Charisma, Doppelganger and Bright Future.
2. PONTYPOOL.

I saw this today–I’m watching it again while typing this actually, it was so good–and I don’t know what is wrong with me that I’d wait so long to watch it because it’s been on my radar forever. It want to say it’s Canada’s equivalent of Night of the Living Dead, except it’s BETTER. Pontypool takes place in a radio station in Pontypool, Ontario, and involves a zombie virus that is spread by the English language. Certain words are infected and if you say them, you will be too. It’s so clever and well done and the small cast is an amazing cast. The book the movie’s based on is on its way to me RIGHT NOW and I can’t wait to read it. Aaah it was so so so so good. SHUT UP OR DIE!
3. Good books!
I’m on a roll!

Left to right: The Lighter Side of Life and Death by C.K. Kelly Martin, One Bloody Thing After Another by Joey Comeau, Stolen by Lucy Christopher, Shit My Dad Says by Justin Halpern and Dirty Little Secrets by C.J. Omolulu. I’ve shared my thoughts of them on my GoodReads (friend me!) but here are the cliff notes for my blag–
The Lighter Side of Life and Death: This book was WOW. This book is WOW. C.K. Kelly Martin is one of my favourite YA authors. Her novels are so significant and important and everyone–EVERYONE–should be reading them. The way her characters experience all of these firsts is so thoughtfully and sensitively handled. As an author, she shows respect for her readers and her books are so incredibly realistic. The way she pinpoints emotional truths makes her narratives so universal and so special. What she is doing is not something you see in YA novels every day and anyone who wants to write a YA should read one of her books before they even attempt it.
One Bloody Things After Another: This is AMAAZING and it is so worth your time. Joey Comeau’s writing so understands, well–people! He gets the way they have secrets and that gets me right in my ol’ ticker. And then he sets his novels in these fantastical, strange, unsettling and practically impossible situations and presents them in a way that makes them seem possible! This is a zombie/ghost/coming of age novel that feels POSSIBLE. IT FEELS LIKE MY NEXT DOOR NEIGHBOURS! Also one of my favourite things about his work is the way his characters are violent and the way they internalize and process violence. I’ve said this of his work before and I will say it again: he doesn’t waste a word.
Stolen: This book blew me away. It is absolutely stunning. What a beautifully intense book. Incredibly vivid setting, but not overwritten. This novel is brilliant. Like I said–STUNNING. That’s about all I can say. Every mind-blowing and positive adjective that is out there applies to this book. That is how I feel about it.
Shit My Dad Says: I like the twitter but I loved the book. The relationship Justin Halpern has with his father is clearly a loving one–not that anyone is debating that because if they are, they’re stupid. Heartwarming and hilarious.
Dirty Little Secrets: What a sad, good book. This is a very consuming, intense read with what I think is a very fitting, perfect ending. And the pacing was just spot on. Omololu frames the story over the course of twenty-four hours and it doesn’t drag at all. It’s just fantastically done. I am sometimes disappointed with novels that have incredibly heavy subject matters–the ones that only want to skim the surface and not really delve right into it but can still claim the edge and importance of the subject they’re writing about; books that don’t look directly at the very thing they’re about! This was not the case here. Dirty Little Secrets looks directly at the topic of compulsive hoarding and forces you to do it too.
Books I am in the process of reading: Harmonic Feedback by Tara Kelly and Making the Run by Heather Henson, both of which I’m early into but am having difficulty leaving alone for extended periods of time.
Movies I’m spending my Friday night with: Tokyo Sonata (eee!) and Splinter. And probably Pontypool again because DID I MENTION IT IS AWESOME.
Have you watched or read anything worthwhile THAT I SHOULD KNOW ABOUT?
For my leisuring, I mean.
My grandfather has this sweater he’d wear constantly. Blue with black patterning. It’s hard to conjure up a memory with him not wearing it. He had it so long, the wrists wore through and my grandma had to sew them up. After he died I asked if I could have it. I wear it sometimes.
The last week of May always reminds me of trips to and from the hospital, navigating the back streets of the city in the car with my mom and my grandmother. One trip stands out. I am not sure how close he was, if we were right in the middle of it or nearing the end, but it was a beautiful day and I made a mental note to remember that. I can still see the houses, the trees and the shadows they cast in the sun. I don’t know why I told myself not to forget that exact moment but it’s stuck in my head and it is so vivid.
Waiting rooms. Soft cushy chairs and couches, the carpets. Standing outside the hospital at night, watching people go in and out. How the air felt out there. I remember the breeze exactly.
This is probably so morbid, but if there is one subject I think I could write about over and over again, it’s loss and grief. The way it transforms us. I will never stop being fascinated by the inescapable reality of losing people and the the things we carry after someone we love has gone. How we cope. The questions that kind of loss inspires.
I try to carve out answers in books, one published, one to be published, lots not, knowing full well I’m not going to come away anymore satisfied than I was when I started. I just end up with more questions, which almost inevitably become more books. But there’s something in asking those questions out loud, I think.
Sometimes it’s not just asking those questions, but trying to articulate a certain feeling–physical and emotional–so it can be more understood, so there is less loneliness in having it. Like, I’ve always wanted to know if everyone’s throat gets so constricted it aches right at the top and it’s like there’s something there you can’t even swallow around? And it hurts so much you can’t even speak. But in that exact spot. At the top of the back of your throat? It’s sort of like how I get brain freeze except not, which is totally weird, I know, but the best way I can describe it. Or how grief can make your skin feel like an electric bruise.
Fall For Anything is a book about grief and loss. It was a hard book to write. Sometimes it would veer left when I thought it should be going right and other times it was just the opposite, but in the end I think it did what it was supposed to and I think everything is exactly where it’s supposed to be on the last page. Mostly, I wanted it to be honest. Peeling off a band-aid. At one point in the book, Eddie thinks, I think to find some kind of understanding, you have to be as close to the truth as you can get to it. I believe in that, whenever I write and whatever I write. Otherwise, what is the point?
I drafted Some Girls Are at my grandparents’ house, that summer. It is not a book about death, which is sort of funny because I was surrounded by my grandfather’s absence when I wrote it. I wrote in the kitchen all through the night and I always had a bottle of water, a cup of coffee and a can of coke next to my laptop. Sometimes, when I was stuck, I would wander into the dining room, where there are photographs of him. I would look at them. I would go back into the kitchen. I would sit in his chair. I would get back to work.
It will be two years this Thursday.
We put a solar light on his gravestone. I like to go past it when we’re in the car at night and see it.


