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A reissue of New York Times bestselling author Courtney Summers's award-winning debut!

The high price of perfection is one 'Perfect' Parker Fadley always believed she was willing to pay until the devastating events at a party during junior year fractures the lives of her family and friends. A terrible thing has happened and only Parker knows it's her fault. If being a perfect daughter, student, friend and girlfriend couldn't keep her from making an unforgivable mistake, Parker hopes becoming a perfect mess will at least keep her loved ones from discovering the truth—until the arrival of a curious new student and the unexpected return of an old enemy threaten her tenuous grip on control. Parker will do anything to keep her secret from surfacing . . . but this time the cost might be more than she can afford.

The book featuring the unforgettable character that started it all, now with a new foreword from the author.

“The propulsive, riveting novel that started it all.ˮ — Karen McManus, #1 New York Times bestselling author of One of Us is Lying

“This book changed me as a reader and as a writer. I could never go back again.ˮ — Nova Ren Suma, #1 New York Times bestselling author of The Walls Around Us

“Courtney Summers and Cracked Up to Be rewrote the rules and for that I am forever grateful.ˮ — Rebecca Barrow, author of This Is What It Feels Like

“A modern classic.ˮ — Brandy Colbert, award-winning author of Little & Lion and The Voting Booth

“Parker Fadley is the seminal unlikable female character of modern young adult literature.ˮ — Laurie Devore, author of Winner Take All and A Better Bad Idea

“Fans of Lois Duncan and Christopher Pike will appreciate this dark tale.ˮ — Martha O'Connor, author of Bitch Posse

Cracked Up To Be gives you Parker, her world, her friends, straight up, no chaser. You won’t forget her.ˮ — Kathe Koja, author of Kissing The Bee

“Courtney Summers is a writer who pulls no punches and Parker Fadley is a character you won’t forget.ˮ — K.L Going, author of Fat Kid Rules the World

“[A] remarkable debut.ˮ — Alyson Noël, New York Times Bestselling author of The Immortals series

“[C]ompelling . . . taut with tension.ˮ — School Library Journal

“Summers is one to watch.ˮ — RT Book Reviews

“[C]ompulsively readable.” — Quill & Quire

WINNER: Cybils Award, 2009

FINALIST: OLA White Pine Award, 2010
Foreign Editions
Romania (Corint)